Tuesday, June 3, 2008

I'M DONE WITH CHEMO!!!!!!!!!!

I've been looking forward to this day for over 4 months now and it's finally here. Today has been a very emotional day for me, lots of tears but all tears of joy and gratitude. It felt like my Birthday and Christmas and every other Holiday all combined into one big day of celebration and surprises. My first surprise of the day was a very pretty flower arrangement from our dear friends Chuck and Cheryl. You both have been there for me from day one, and I thank you for all of your support, prayers, encouraging words and love. Love you guys! There was a special E-Card from my sister Beth - loved it and love you! There were also two very special emails from my brother Shawn and my mother-in-law - hugs to you both. The chemo lounge was pretty packed when we arrived, thankfully there were two chairs left that were right next to each other...funny how things just work out like that. There hasn't been a day that Jerry wasn't sitting right by my side during treatment, all 4-5 hours of it. He has been rock solid in his support, love and encouragement and has never waivered for even a moment. I love you Jerry with all of my heart and couldn't have gotten through this without you! Early into my treatment, Jerry looks at me and says, "Cookie Carol" is here. Carol is one of my Tuesday Chemo Girlfriends, and she would always bring in fresh baked cookies for everyone. Her last day of treatment was my second to last (3 weeks ago), she mentioned that she might stop by today to see me, and to my utter surprise there she was! The fact that she took the time to stop by to congratulate and celebrate with me touched me deeply. On top of that she had a grocery bag FULL of fresh backed cookies and brownies, baked from scratch and made with love. Thank you Carol, you are a gem! Shortly after Carol left I got another surprise visitor...my friend Leslie. This visit was a huge surprise to me and completely unexpected. I was still recovering from how overwhelmed I felt by Carol's visit and then to see Leslie standing there I was in total disbelief. It was the first time that we've seen each other since my diagnosis and it was long overdue. We sat and chatted and got each other caught up on life. It was awesome to see you today, Leslie. Thank you for being a kind and caring friend to me, love you girl! Before I knew it, the lounge had cleared out and Jerry and I were the only ones left, but it wasn't long before Kristy, Michelle, and Lynette walked in carrying roses, dessert, flowers, a card and the coolest balloon bouquet that I've ever seen. One was a giant Champaigne bottle and another was a Champaigne flute which said CHEERS, so cute!! These are my girlfriends from the neighborhood and we all live in the same cul-de-sac. These girls rock! We had the best time with them! We talked and laughed, we wore colorful Hawaiian leis, ate cake from Tammie Coe (ooh-la-la), we drank Sparling Cider in Champaigne flutes...we celebrated the day in style and it was a blast! Thank you Kristi, Michelle, and Lynette for being such great loving and supportive friends. The girls from the neighborhood also caught the florist at our door and brought with them a beautiful arrangement of tulips and lillies from my sister Patty. Patty, I know how much you wanted to be there with me today - just know that your always with me! You have been one of my biggest cheerleaders - I love you girl!. We arrived home and Kyle had a bouquet of flowers and a handmade card with a very loving note - THAT's MY BOY! I can't thank the Doctor and his wonderful Staff enough - they are truly THE BEST at what they do. Thank you Vicki, Kelly, Dr. J, Bernie and Shaqilla - you truly were sent from above! And lastly, thank you ALL for contributing to this BLOG and going on this journey with me - you have all been so good to me and I'm truly blessed to know each and every one of you. You have helped me through one of the most difficult times of my life and I'm forever greatful. I LOVE YOU ALL! Click here for a few photos from today

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

An attitude of Gratitude is all we can ask for. Keep up the good work and as they say at this time of commencement exercises ... it is not the end but just the beginning. A new page in the chapters of life. Or is it a new chapter. Or maybe both! Can't wait to hear the ending ... hope to wait for a long time to close the book. Keep reading my little bouquet.

Anonymous said...

Wow, what a day you had! And one that you will never forget, I'm sure. That is so incredible! It's great to reach the end of line, isn't it?
I sent another ecard yesterday from me and Wende, let me know if you didn't get it.....
I'm so glad your day was marked by all the loving people in your life, as it should be.
Cheers!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

It sounds like the chemo room was "Party Central". Wish I could have been there to join in the celebration, but did private celebrating for you here. It is great that you had so many friends to help you celebrate,how nice it was for them to do that, but nobody deserves it anymore than you, and you would be the first one to celebrate with them, had the shoe been on the other foot. Now it is time to rest and recuperate and get back to a normal life.
WE ARE SO PROUD OF HOW STRONG AND BRAVE YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGHOUT THIS WHOLE PROCESS. Continued prayers are coming your way.
We love you,
Mom & Dad (M)

Anonymous said...

I am so happy for you! Congratulations on reaching this crucial spot on your journey to healing! Your strength and resolve have been an inspiration! Prayers will continue to come your way!

Anonymous said...

Angie...
I could not help staring at your face....just like I use to at school (LOL)...your beauty inside and out it's just amazing.
I am overjoyed to know you use your Leslie cup!!!
YOUR a 10....!!!
Up hill......
Always.....

Leslie

Anonymous said...

Hi Angie!!

CONGRATULATIONS!!! I am so "HAPPY" to hear of all your "GOOD NEWS." It's "AWESOME!!!" I looked at your party pictures of your doctor and friends and you are just gleaming with joy, happiness and thankfulness. You've been steady and strong in your faith all the way thru your journey. You will always be in my thoughts and prayers. Jerry, Kyle and you are very special to all us. You have changed each and every one of us, in our lives with what you have gone thru. Thank God for his Love, Mercy and Promises.

Love you, Aunt Brenda

Anonymous said...

Hey Miss Angie,
Can't wait to see you and the fam tomorrow and celebrate your birthday!!!!! ;) XOXO Patty

Anonymous said...

Wow Angie, we are so happy and proud of you! Your strength and resolve shows through and forever will give us inspiration and hope that miracles are still happening!!! Praise God for you and Jerry and Kyle, what and amazing family. We love you all so very much! Your celebration seemed off the hook, and you look so beautiful as always! Here's wishing you the best birthday ever, wish we was there to celebrate with ya! Now, how old will you be,,,,,? smile!
Love always,,,,

Anonymous said...

Hey There Angie...
What a Truly Wonderful Wrap Up to Your Very Inspirational Journey that We Have All Been Very Fortunate to Have Been Part Of. The Strengths and Friendships you have Discovered along the way, I am sure- were worth all the Trials and Tribulations. You Look Great and Your Spirit is SO Beautiful!!! Thank You for all the Pictures and Updates. We are So Glad you are Feeling Better and We wish You Continued Health and Blessings.
Take Care :)
All Our Love
Marcy & Duane
And Family
md.mcclellan@verizon.net

Joe and Michele said...

Praise God, Angie! So glad you're done with chemo. Some old friends here--Joe & Michele (Hamada) Clauss. What a shock it was to hear from my brother about your diagnosis! I've been meaning to post for a while. You've been in my thoughts & prayers. Glad to see you've been surrounded by loving family & friends. You are as beautiful as ever, Angie! Keep the Faith!

Anonymous said...

Angie, I have been thinking about you and wanted to send my congratulations on finishng your treatment. I'm sure it is impossible to understand how that feels if you haven't been through it, but I know from speaking with Jerry how much your family has been waiting for this day. It sounds like you did what I would expect you to do...made the best of the experience by making new friends, appreciating old friends and family, and maintaining a great, positive attitude. I am beyond impressed with your strength. Hope to see you soon. Sue

Anonymous said...

June is busting out all over ... and so will some of the ports ... correct? And what is is like being another day, year, month older? Keep up the good work and we are hoping that things settle down in the cactus state. It was great to be with you. DAD