A VERY GOOD day - home tomorrow?

A 2-lap of the floor walk, upgrade to solid food diet (Turkey sandwich for dinner) and all tubes (IV and catheter) removed.  The day started with a visit to radiology to get her port re-installed for chemo - very smooth procedure.  The doctor visited early evening and indicted that all things point to a discharge tomorrow (Thursday).   A bottle of sparkling cider and two plastic champagne flutes to usher in 2009!

A little nutrition and a short walk

She had a liquid meal this evening, some chicken broth and a couple bites of jello.  Then she had a sponge bath and walked the floor (one lap).  Her parents are heading this way tomorrow for a visit, then my parents come in on Friday.   Appreciate all the responses from all of you - it really lifts her spirits.

A restless night for her

She had a somewhat restless night, lots of abdominal pain as you can imagine.  She mentioned to the nurse about 5 am that she's somewhat panicked to fall asleep that she might stop breathing - the nurse assured her that with the oxygen and all the monitors she was hooked up to that they would know if she stopped breathing and there really was no reason to fear.  After that she was able to get a good stretch of sleep.  She's very much herself this morning and already making plans to sit up today and maybe even attempt to walk a bit.  

She's in recovery

I just s/w Dr. Janciek - he felt good about what he was able to accomplish and mentioned he'd like to get her on chemo in the next couple weeks so we can begin to get ahead of the disease and get her back on the road to remission.  He expects she'll be in the hospital until Friday (Jan 2) - more to follow as she recovers.

She's off to the OR

It's 4:27 pm local time and they just took her off to surgery.  Dr. Janicek told us she's his second and LAST patient of the day and he's in NO HURRY to get home tonight - he intends to spend as much time as needed to clean things up.  I'll post an update later tonight after I speak with him.

Round 2 - DING DING!

Hi guys! It's the morning of my surgery and things have gone a lot smoother this time around, I have no doubt that the same will be said about the surgery and recovery. I feel really good and a lot stronger emotionally - thanks for all the prayers and positive energy you're sending my way - don't forget to pray for Dr. Janicek and his staff as well! I'll be at Scottsdale Healthcare - Shea likely until Friday (link to hospital). Jerry will update the blog later today from the hospital - so check for updates!

There's more work to be done....

Family & Friends. Last Thursday we were caught off-guard by the news of some abnormal blood results we received. Angie was scheduled for her six month follow up with Dr. Janicek's nurse (Kelly), but instead we were re-directed to a lab for a PET scan. The procedure went off without a hitch, the difficult part was having to wait a week to meet with the doctor to view the results. In typical Angie style, she put her game face on and just "lived life" during this period of uncertainty. We even attended the holiday party for my work last Saturday, which I was concerned that she may be challenged to "hold it together" as so many people approached her commenting on how good she looked. Without skipping a beat - she was herself and we enjoyed the party. Leading up to today has been a little awkward, this morning it was very difficult for us to focus on anything. Her appointment was scheduled for 1:30, in typical Dr, Janicek fashion he was about an hour and 15 minutes behind - so we didn't get to see him until almost 3. He brought us over to his computer to show us the PET SCAN, a very detailed view inside Angie's body. The test itself involves a "nuclear sugar" that allows the doctor to see cancerous cells as they react to the sugar. There is a lower section of her bowel that stood out as an area of concern. While this was not the news we wanted to hear, the doctor IS encouraged that it's localized to one area - there's no indication of any other areas that are of concern. We asked about the possibility of treating it with chemo, but Dr. Janicek was convinced that the best way to insure ultimate success is to go back in and cut out that section of the bowel. We agreed and Angie is currently scheduled for surgery on December 29 at 2:30 pm local time. I can't say enough about the strength and courage I witnessed first-hand. While there were tears, she was almost more concerned that Dr. Janicek was feeling bad that the first attempt did not do the job. He joked about how he felt like "The Grinch". What Angie and I discussed on our way home was how amazing he really is. There's a quiet confidence about him that even as he was delivering this news that you know he did not want to deliver, we were both in a place where we felt complete trust in his care. She will follow up the surgery with another round of chemo, Dr. Janicek commented that this treatment routine would be different from the last and will be easier on her system...he even mentioned NO HAIR LOSS! At times like these we are reminded just how NOT IN CONTROL we really are and that there's a plan for us all and it's how we choose to deal with these rough times that really defines us. We are truly grateful that we have a Lord and Savior whose birth we get to celebrate this time of year. We wish you all a Merry Christmas and ask for your continued prayers. We're looking forward to 2009!

The results are in.....

Hi Everyone! Well, I have very good news to share with you all. I recently had a Doctor's appointment with Dr. Janicek to go over the results of my PET Scan (a very strange process that I won't go into) that I had a couple of weeks ago. This is the scan that shows if there are any remaining Cancer cells that need to be treated. The results are great! According to Dr. Janicek, everything looks good and there are no areas of concern. WHOO-HOO!! It's hard to describe the absolute elation I felt upon hearing the results. I'm beyond happy...I'm so excited to get on with life. I'm extremely Blessed to have each and everyone of you in my life. I often think and pray for those who are going through something similar without the wonderful support that I've been so blessed with. Thank you all for every single prayer, every kind thought and every ounce of positive energy that you have sent my way during this very difficult time in my life. I have always believed that the Lord answers prayer, it's no longer something I believe..it's something I know! God Bless you all. Love, Angie <><

The ports are gone and I'm moving on.

Hi Everyone. I wanted to give you all an update on my continued healing & recovery progress. Last Tuesday was a very special day, it was the first time since February that I didn't have to go for treatment every 3rd week. I think that day was more celebratory for me then was my last day of treatment only because on my last treatment I knew I still had to go through several days of not feeling well. Just yesterday 7/3, I had minor outpatient surgery to remove both my lower and upper ports which was another huge step in my recovery. The surgery was a breeze and I'm feeling great! Next week we do a PET Scan and have an appointment with Dr. Janicek in 2 weeks to go over the results of the scan. I expect nothing but GREAT NEWS!

The weekend after my last treatment my parents came in from Southern California for a surprise visit, I was so happy to see them! My brother Matt and his daughter Haley came in from Tucson, as did "old faithful", my sister Patty. We had a great time visiting, we especially had fun laughing and watching one another play Nintendo Wii (Jer purchased for me thinking it would aid in my recovery).

The weekend after that a very good friend of ours, Jerry's childhood buddy and best friend since Jr. High, Mike Hamada came into town. Mike lives in Hawaii (Maui) and was in Vegas and made a side trip to see us. We hadn't seen Mike in about 6 years since the last time we vacationed in Maui. Jer and Mike got to spend some quality time together on the golf course, brave soles in 111 degrees! We all had a couple of great dinners together and caught up on all the family stuff. It was an awesome visit!!

I'm looking forward with great anticipation to the return of my hair. With the weather being what it is here in the desert, Ive abandoned my head wear and opted for the "Mrs. Clean" look. I'm always surprised at how uncomfortable it makes some people, however it did offer me the chance to meet a survivor one day while I was having lunch at California Pizza Kitchen. Here's a recent picture of Jer and I with Mike click here

Today we're Grillin' - we purchased some Kobe Beef from AJ's and are going to make some serious burgers. Happy 4th to you all!

I'M DONE WITH CHEMO!!!!!!!!!!

I've been looking forward to this day for over 4 months now and it's finally here. Today has been a very emotional day for me, lots of tears but all tears of joy and gratitude. It felt like my Birthday and Christmas and every other Holiday all combined into one big day of celebration and surprises. My first surprise of the day was a very pretty flower arrangement from our dear friends Chuck and Cheryl. You both have been there for me from day one, and I thank you for all of your support, prayers, encouraging words and love. Love you guys! There was a special E-Card from my sister Beth - loved it and love you! There were also two very special emails from my brother Shawn and my mother-in-law - hugs to you both. The chemo lounge was pretty packed when we arrived, thankfully there were two chairs left that were right next to each other...funny how things just work out like that. There hasn't been a day that Jerry wasn't sitting right by my side during treatment, all 4-5 hours of it. He has been rock solid in his support, love and encouragement and has never waivered for even a moment. I love you Jerry with all of my heart and couldn't have gotten through this without you! Early into my treatment, Jerry looks at me and says, "Cookie Carol" is here. Carol is one of my Tuesday Chemo Girlfriends, and she would always bring in fresh baked cookies for everyone. Her last day of treatment was my second to last (3 weeks ago), she mentioned that she might stop by today to see me, and to my utter surprise there she was! The fact that she took the time to stop by to congratulate and celebrate with me touched me deeply. On top of that she had a grocery bag FULL of fresh backed cookies and brownies, baked from scratch and made with love. Thank you Carol, you are a gem! Shortly after Carol left I got another surprise visitor...my friend Leslie. This visit was a huge surprise to me and completely unexpected. I was still recovering from how overwhelmed I felt by Carol's visit and then to see Leslie standing there I was in total disbelief. It was the first time that we've seen each other since my diagnosis and it was long overdue. We sat and chatted and got each other caught up on life. It was awesome to see you today, Leslie. Thank you for being a kind and caring friend to me, love you girl! Before I knew it, the lounge had cleared out and Jerry and I were the only ones left, but it wasn't long before Kristy, Michelle, and Lynette walked in carrying roses, dessert, flowers, a card and the coolest balloon bouquet that I've ever seen. One was a giant Champaigne bottle and another was a Champaigne flute which said CHEERS, so cute!! These are my girlfriends from the neighborhood and we all live in the same cul-de-sac. These girls rock! We had the best time with them! We talked and laughed, we wore colorful Hawaiian leis, ate cake from Tammie Coe (ooh-la-la), we drank Sparling Cider in Champaigne flutes...we celebrated the day in style and it was a blast! Thank you Kristi, Michelle, and Lynette for being such great loving and supportive friends. The girls from the neighborhood also caught the florist at our door and brought with them a beautiful arrangement of tulips and lillies from my sister Patty. Patty, I know how much you wanted to be there with me today - just know that your always with me! You have been one of my biggest cheerleaders - I love you girl!. We arrived home and Kyle had a bouquet of flowers and a handmade card with a very loving note - THAT's MY BOY! I can't thank the Doctor and his wonderful Staff enough - they are truly THE BEST at what they do. Thank you Vicki, Kelly, Dr. J, Bernie and Shaqilla - you truly were sent from above! And lastly, thank you ALL for contributing to this BLOG and going on this journey with me - you have all been so good to me and I'm truly blessed to know each and every one of you. You have helped me through one of the most difficult times of my life and I'm forever greatful. I LOVE YOU ALL! Click here for a few photos from today

Thank You God I'm almost done

Another successful day of treatment - the latest blood work showed more great progress.  I'm very excited about the next visit being my last.  We celebrated one of the other patient's last treatments yesterday and I can't wait to feel that same sense of elation.  I'm actually feeling the best I've felt 3 days into it - I guess your body does eventually adjust to the treatments.  My next (last) visit is June 3 - which means I'll be done and feeling good on my birthday.  Thank you all for your continued love, prayers and support - I've felt you with me all the way through this!

Over The Hump!

I had my fourth treatment today and am officially OVER THE HUMP - only 2 treatments remaining (WOO HOO!). I got more great news today that the blood work continues to show fantastic results and the marker they use is now in the "normal" range. The pelvic exam also showed that the one area that had yet to heal was finally showing signs that it too was healing. I'm feeling TERRIFIC! My attitude is GREAT! I'm so comfortable with things I've even gone out in public bald (can you even imagine that).

She's halfway home and showing great progress

Angie completed her third session today - 3 more to go. They did not use the lower port yet as there's still some additional internal healing required and using that port may interfere with that. So. three more weeks until her next treatment (Apr. 22). The latest labs showed continued progress against her battle, we're so thrilled and encouraged by her progress. Dr. Janicek was also impressed giving Angie a "HIGH FIVE" upon hearing the news.

Laughter IS the best medicine!

Yesterday we got together with some friends we had not seen in a while, friends that we met through Little League and used to hang out with quite a bit. It was great seeing them all, but the part I always look forward to and enjoy is listening to the stories and "bantering" that goes on – mostly between the men. Yesterday was no exception, it went on all day long – story after story – they just seem to feed off of each other and it's a continuous comedy routine. There were times when I was laughing so hard I thought my incision was going to open up. I have to say this was a much needed outing for us, and I was glad my sister Patty was in town and could join us and meet these wonderful friends of ours. So, as I prepare for another round of treatments I want to personally thank the following people who MADE MY DAY yesterday. Pam and DuWayne Mill (hosted the BBQ), Julie and Reese Lambert, Jerri and Scot Brenner, Nancy and Kip Kipley, Laura and Chris Tyler, Marni and Alan Hirshman and Maria and Mike Holzman.....and last but not least my sister Patty ((+_+))

Another one down!

Angie had her second round of chemo treatments today, of course Angie showed up all "dolled-up"  dressed in pink and black and sporting one of the "edgy" head wraps our neighbor Michelle made for her.  She had to beat the staff off of her - they could not compliment her enough. Prior to treatment we met with the nurse practitioner (Kelly) for a brief exam.  She went over the labs from the blood work Angie had drawn yesterday, and there was strong evidence that the first dosage of chemo was very effective.  One of the markers they use showed a significant improvement - needless to say we were thrilled.  The exam did show that there was still some more healing needing to take place, and again she felt that it may be too soon to use the lower port.  While the use of this port is the ultimate goal as it more directly treats the impacted area, the fact that the IV treatment showed so much effectiveness she decided to stick with the IV treatment only for now.  That means it was all done today and Angie gets 3 more weeks before the next round.   She asked Kelly about using the treadmill, and was given the ok for some light walking.  Staying true to their manner of care, Kelly gave us both a hug as we made our way into the treatment room.   The treatment room was empty this time, so we had the run of the place.  While there was no one in the room to draw strength from, there was still that feeling of healing that this office emits as the upbeat and caring staff made frequent visits into the room to converse with us.  Angie's chemo nurse (Vicky) was again her genuinely friendly self.  This was only our second encounter with her - but she has a gift of making you feel like you've known her all your life.   4 1/2 hours after showing up, she was done - a quick hug from Vicky and we we were on our way.  We arrived home to a beautiful arrangement of tulips that were sent by my Uncle Tim and Aunt Gail - tulips are one of Angie's favorites!  We're Settling in for some Reality TV - Tuesday's a good night - American Idol, Beauty and the Geek and Big Brother.    

Gettin' ready for Round 2

My sister Beth left last night, her flight was delayed and didn't depart until 2:15 am, poor Jerry had to take her to the airport while the rest of us slept.  My brother Edwin drove in from SOCAL yesterday to spend the day with us.  He bought tickets to a Spring Training game (GO ANGELS!) - but unfortunately I was not up to sitting in the sun.  He and Beth went by themselves and had a good time, even though the Angels lost.  I had a chance to visit with Edwin last night while both Beth and Jerry caught a cat nap prior to departing to the airport.  It was great to catch up with one of my siblings I rarely get a chance to spend quality time with.  His visit was short, but sweet.  I'm so grateful that Beth took a whole week off and came to visit - I know she went crazy with all the Reality TV shows - but she was a trooper. I still have hope that she will someday cross over and embrace this form of entertainment.   It was a good time for her to come, I was able to drive for the first time - so we did a little shopping together at the local resale shops.  On Thursday night I had Jerry "buzz" my head, even as short as I went prior, it was still annoying as it was coming out.  I have cut Jerry's hair for the past 8 years, so we already owned a set of clippers.  As Jerry was "clipping", he stopped and said "this is something I NEVER thought I'd do to you".   I was glad we were able to do this together - not sure I would have been comfortable at a local barber.  Both Jerry and Beth complimented the new look - it doesn't look as bad as I thought it would - click here.  The very next day Beth and I ventured out - I wore a bandana - it was important for me to get out in public wearing a head wrap or I feared I would lose my courage.  On Saturday my neighbor Michelle, called and asked if she could drop something off.  She arrived with six of the "COOLEST"  extra large head wraps I've every seen.  She went to a local fabric store and purchased some "edgy" fabrics with skulls.  I was so touched and they are exactly what I've been looking for - I absolutely love every single one of them.  Her timing couldn't have been better as I start my second round of treatments this coming Tuesday.  I feel both physically and mentally stronger as I go into this next round of treatments, as well as I have an idea what to expect.  Jerry has the week off, so he'll be able to sit with me during my treatments.  Kyle's off school this week, Jerry's taking him up to Flagstaff on Monday to get one last snowboard outing in before it all melts.  We went to church this morning, I wore a head wrap (don't worry - one without skulls) - spent the remainder of the day just chilling!

Weekend at Angie's

Beth, the oldest of my eight siblings, arrived Saturday morning (12 am) - her flight was delayed a bit in New York. Jerry went to the airport to pick her up, I stayed behind and welcomed her when they got home. We visited for a short while and got to bed about 2 am. Patty, my sister from Tuscon, drove up Saturday morning. The three of us hung by the pool all day listening to old R&B music and did what sisters do - shared stories. That evening, Jerry treated us to a nice SURF and TURF meal at Morton's Steakhouse. It was fab! Way too much food! Came home, watched a flick and all crashed. This morning (Sunday) Jerry, Patty and I went to church. After church we picked Beth up and drove over to the POSH PUPPY STORE - a store that is owned by a close friend of the family. We spent about an hour just lovin' on the dogs - I of course fell in love with a Cairn Terrier. She reminded me so much of my old dog Peave - had a similar look to that of his puppy pictures. Patty would not put down the Australian Shepherd, and Beth could not find a Sheltie - so instead attached herself to a champagne colored poodle. Patty went home at 3 this afternoon, and we're just settling in for a Sunday evening of TV. Here's a couple pictures of me with my sisters - the first is us getting ready to leave to Mortons, the second is of us with the puppies click here. Thanks for all your compliments on my HAIR - keep the comments coming - I draw strength from them!

HAIR today...gone tomorrow

Well I want to start by thanking Rachel for coming to my house and making this as painless as possible. She came in the door with a beautiful orchid plant for me, had a great big smile on her face and was encouraging and positive throughout the entire cut. She's so professional, given that I will lose my hair in the coming weeks did not seem to matter, she still embraced the situation as if this were a cut that would be lasting. I sat on a stool in our kitchen, without a mirror anywhere in sight, and continued to watch hair fall to the floor. I was feeling very anxiuos, and all Jerry and Rachel kept saying was how great I looked with short hair. Finally, after about 45 minutes of cutting and primping I was freed to approach the mirror. OMG! It's so flippin' cute! Check it out for yourself - click here. I only wish it would stay like this - but at least I know that in a few months I can get it back to this length. So, what do you think? I'll be interested to read all your comments.

Feeling a little blue - where's the sun?

Angie's parents left yesterday after a week here in the valley. We got to spend a great deal of time with them - mostly just sitting around and either eating or watching TV. Jane (Angie's mom) enjoyed the fact that TIVO can forward past commercials. The weather's been gloomy and rainy the past 2 days, which I think may be adding to Angie's somewhat somber mood. The forecast calls for SUNNY skies tomorrow and the next several days - hoping that those RAYS will give her a boost. I know all the "meds" have to be wreaking havoc - but it's necessary. Rachel, Angie's hair stylist, has agreed to come to our house on Sunday (her day off) to give Angie a haircut. It's about a 40 minute drive from her house - we're so appreciative of her willingness to do this. Angie's taking the advice of her nurse and going super short before the hair loss to soften the blow. We found a website from the American Cancer Society (www.tlcdirect.org) that has reasonable prices on products for hair loss - we placed a large order and expect delivery on Tuesday. Angie's mom and our dear friend Cheryl Conkey are both putting their seamstress skills to work to provide Angie with some "custom-made" headwear. Angie's sister Beth arrives next week from NYC for a week long visit - we're looking forward to that.

1 down...just 15 more to go!

Hi Everyone, Well today was another "first" that I can happily check off my list...My first Chemo treatment - and it went very well. Prior to my treatment I was scheduled for a post-op exam with my surgeon. While waiting for Dr. Janecik in the exam room, Nurse Vicki brought in another Chemo patient who had just completed the same regiment that I was to start today. Vicki thought that it might be helpful to me to be able to talk to Donna about her experience. Donna is this very sweet and energetic and beautiful lady who is probably in her 60's. She told me that she thought she was old enough to be my mother, and that if she could do all 18 treatments so could I! Donna told me to keep my beautiful smile and a positive attitude and that I'd do just great. She lifted her sparkly red cap to expose her bald head and she said, "and I will have hair again!" She told me to call her anytime I wanted/needed to talk....how sweet was she!!! Donna's another Angel that I'm so grateful to have met. After the exam, Dr. Janecik determined that there was still a bit of healing that needed to take place before they could utilize my lower port. The lower port would be used to administer Chemo 2 of the 3 days within an 8 day period. Instead of delaying the Chemo treatments, Dr. Janecik and his aggressive style decided that I could get all 3 days worth of Chemo put into my upper port all in one day!! So that's what we did - it took about 4.5 hours. During treatment I met another Angel, Debbie. Today was her last day for treatment and she was celebrating with friends and family in the treatment room. Debbie strolled over with her I.V. in tow, and talked to me at great length about how to avoid nausea, dealing with hair loss and wearing wigs, keeping a daily record of meds and diet, etc. She gave me lots of great advice which I know will serve me well on this journey...thank you Debbie!! Jerry, always my steady, was fully prepared with a large fully packed tote and cooler, right down to a pair of socks which I gladly traded in my flip-flops for in the first 5 minutes of treatment. The Chemo room (a nice peaceful room with about 12 LA-Z Boy recliners) was standing room only, and it just so happened that the patient sitting next to me was just finishing up her treatment and Jerry got to spend the entire afternoon in the chair right next to me. I couldn't have asked for more, it was such a comfort to have him at my side today....and always. Jerry and I are so in awe at how Dr. Janicek's staff is so caring and personable - the entire staff genuinely cares for the patients as witnessed by the hugs they administer on a regular basis. There was also a great deal of energy drawn from the other patients in the room - lots of sharing and great conversation goes on constantly. There is definitely strength in numbers. Lastly, I am extremely grateful to Jerry for all his love and support, his intense level of caring and his unfathomable love for our family. I couldn't ask for a better partner, husband and best friend!

The genuine kindness is overwhelming

Angie said the other day that she's blown away by the kindness of everyone we encounter, from our family and friends to perfect strangers. I guess the lesson is, it's all around us always - we just easily overlook it in our busy lives. It seems like all we ever take time to recognize and acknowledge is the things that annoy us - we hope to kick that bad habit after this experience and spread and recognize kindness on a regular basis. We are so appreciative of all of you, there are so many cards received, posts to this blog, prepared dinners from neighbors, pajama grams, her sister Patty coming up from Tucson to tend to her and help around the house - and the list goes on. Angie continues to make strides daily. We attended church together this morning, just a couple days over 2 weeks after major surgery - what strength! Her parents are in from Calif. and joined us. Angie and her mom shared a very long emotional embrace when the pastor invited us to say hello and welcome each other. She starts chemo treatments on Tuesday, and again after some initial fears and anxiety (as represented in the prior post) - she's already showing unbelievable courage and strength as we approach this phase. It won't be easy - but I think we all know deep down that she will conquer this phase just as she's done the surgery - she's set the bar high for herself and I know she will leap over it!

It was an emotional day...

We had our appointment yesterday with Kelly the nurse practitioner who checked out my incision and advised all looked great. We then met with Vicki, the chemo nurse, to go over the treatment plan. The plan will last 15 weeks total, I'm scheduled to start next Tuesday and go through mid June. There will be 2 separate drugs administered and each session is about 4 hours in length. I will do one session on Tueday's, then another the next day (Wednesday) - followed by a 3rd one the following Tuesday. Then there's a 13-day period off, then the process starts all over again - a total of 6 cycles. There are many potential side effects, some I have medication for, unfortunately I will lose all my hair - something that I'm having real difficulty with. I ask that you all continue to pray for me as I enter this phase of my healing, I will need it! Kelly did quote a very high percentage chance that this plan will put the disease into remission - that's what I'll focus on as well as lean on my God, family and friends to get me through this next 15 weeks - I know it's not going to be easy. Marlene (Jerry's mom) leaves tonight, there will be more emotions with her departure - we've really enjoyed having her here with us. She's cooked meals, cleaned the house, kept up with the laundry - and most of all has been a great loving "mom" - she truly is a gift from God. My plan is to go with her and Jerry to the airport tonight to see her off. Thanks again for all your kind and encouraging comments left for me - they all touch me deeply.

Feeling stronger every day

Today I actually sat outside a short while, reading my book and taking in some "healing rays" of sun. It was a nice change of scenery and we had a beautiful clear day with the temperature reaching about 76 degrees. I did some laps around the pool, walking of course! Jerry and his mom kept a watchful eye on me - they were fearful I'd fall in and not be able to get out. Jerry took his mom to see one of her dear friends from Arkansas, Kay, who owns a dog boutique less than 5 minutes from the house. Marlene cooked another fabulous dinner for us, Chicken Alfredo. It's been great having her here - sure will miss her when we send her back home on Tuesday (I hope Mac and the kids realize how fortunate they are to have her 24/7). My sister Patty is coming up next week and my parents are also scheduled to arrive next week for an Arizona visit which will include some time in Tucson with Patty and her kids and Matt and his family. Monday we have an appointment to get educated on my treatment plan, a little anxious about it - but know that it's a necessary step to get me healed.

Hello, it's me...

Dear family and friends,

Thank you all for your positive thoughts and loving prayers that have carried me over to what I call "the other side of surgery". I'm beyond ecstatic to be home with my family, I don't know how I would have survived another night in the hospital without Jerry and Kyle. This was a major surgery for me and a major victory, so now all of my thoughts and energy are focused on the healing. My days are great, I settle in on the couch with about 7 pillows in various sizes, my new favorite "healing" fleece throw that Marlene (Jer's mom) brought for me, my heating pad for my lower back, fluids and remotes and I'm good to go. I'm able to get on and off the couch without assistance, which I try to do as often as possible. Once I'm up, I have a path that I like to walk around the house for exercise and I try to walk for several minutes before returning to the couch. My nights are a bit more of a challenge for me but I honestly can't complain as long as I don't have to sleep in that uncomfortable hospital bed. I'm deeply touched by each and every card that I've received. Jerry's threatened to stop bringing me my mail because I get very emotional with every card I read. Not quite ready for phone calls yet - need to build more strength. When I do get around to it, just know that I'm very focused on the next phase (healing) and not really interested in talking about what has occurred. I gain strength from your comments on the blog, I look forward each and every day to what you all have to say to me - this has been a powerful tool.

SHE'S HOME!!!!!

I received a call from Angie at a little after 6 am, advising that one of Dr. Janicek's residents (Dr. Skinner) was in and said things looked terrific and that she'd be losing the catheter today. About 8 am Angie called again and said that Dr. Skinner came back by and mentioned that going home today was a strong possibility. I finished a couple of reports I had to get out for work and made it to the hospital by 9. She was sleeping when I arrived, she awoke about 9:30. She was scheduled to get her IV port placed, she said there were 7 people ahead of her. They finally picked her up at 12:15 to take her down, we had been told she'd be away for about an hour. I ordered her her first REAL FOOD lunch since last Wednesday - a turkey sandwich and of course POTATO SALAD. At 2:15 she was still not back and Dr. Janicek stopped by to see her. I told him she was getting her port and that it had been 2 hours - he said he'd stop by later - said he didn't see a need for her to stay any longer as long as she could eat. She got back to her room about 2:45 pm - ate - then we waited for the doctor. At around 6 pm one of the nurses told us he'd been seen on the floor abd that he'd likely be by. The nurse paged him at 6:45 pm - and finally at about 7:15 just before the nurse shift changed Dr. Jamicek phoned over the "all clear" and Angie signed herself out. She's ecstatic to be home, propped-up with pillows on the couch and enjoying her familiar/comfortable surroundings. She's still re-building her strength, so phone calls are probably a day or 2 away.

More reinforcement arrived!

Patty left this morning, and my mom arrived this afternoon. A special thanks to my Aunt Joanne and her husband Dave for giving mom a Southwest Air voucher allowing her to get her quickly without any financial burden. Tomorrow Angie gets an IV port installed that will aid in the administering of her treatments - we hope to start some solid foods soon so we can get her home. Dr. Janecik will see her in the morning after 2 days off - I expect he'll be thrilled with her progress. She walked quite a bit today and lost a great deal of her swelling as a result. This also aided in the release of the gases and air she acquired during surgery.

HOW GREAT IT WAS TO SEE MY BEAUTIFUL SISTER!

My jaw dropped when I saw Angie as I entered the room...she looked fantastic. I’ve always said if I could look like Angie on her worst day I’d be thrilled.. She gave me a smile and said I’m so glad you’re here. It was clear during my stay just why Angie has not taken any calls. She is very focused on her recovery and it can be quite exhausting. Angie is an incredible trooper. The most difficult part of my visit was watching a nurse try to find a vein for an IV and poked Angie 4 times with no success. Both Angie’s arms were swollen which made it difficult to find a vein. I saw her incision and was AMAZED! It was very thin and nothing like I imagined. 3 different nurses commented on how awesome Dr Janacik was with his sutures as he takes his time and one nurse said that he said, "if she has to have this for the rest of her life I’m going to make it look as good as possible." (I love this man!) Angie progressed tons in the 24 hours I saw her. She walked 3 times and sat in a chair 3 times and talked a little more after receiving a sponge bath. She also slept pretty good through the night I must say it was difficult to leave her. I tried not to get emotional and told her I’ll see her in a week or so...whenever they needed me. I have to say that Jerry does EVERYTHING to make sure Angie’s as comfortable as possible as well as doing all the things she’s supposed to do even if she’s not in the mood :( In addition he went to church this morning and brought Angie back the literature they passed out and called me to see what he can bring me to eat. He is an amazing. supportive husband. Together they have great faith in God, they’re doctor and an incredible love and respect for one another. Kyle had to work all weekend so I got to see his cute self briefly on Saturday night. Patty

A restful day

I returned to the hospital a little after 4 and Patty said Angie had slept pretty much the entire time. She had some swelling in her left arm, so the changed the IV to the right arm (the anesthesiologist had started one on each arm just in case). Angie wanted to sit in a chair for a little while, and the movement jarred her IV. The nurse tested it and confirmed it went bad. Due to her swelling she had a difficult time finding a vein - four pokes - no vein! She called in another nurse who was not all that confident in her IV abilities - but did hit a vein on her first try. After that Angie was ready to get back in bed. Patty is staying the night with her in the room in a not so comfortable reclining chair. Angie's excited to have Patty there with her. I checked out shortly after nine, picked Kyle up some chicken fingers and he and I are going to watch a movie.

She walked today

Just walked for the first time - went about fifty feet then back. Was complaining about her bladder being full, the catheter was not functioning. The nurses took a bladder scan and confirmed she was full - worked on the catheter for about 30 minutes - no change. They were just about to put a new catheter in when her nurse tried one more time to "flush" the line and "EUREKA" - they struck gold. Within minutes the smile returned to her face and she was much more comfortable. At just that time, her sister Patty arrived from Tuscon and brought more joy to her. I went and got Patty a bite and brought it back to the room - then came home to tend to the dog, caught up on email and made some edits to the blog - will be headed back to the hospital shortly.

Catching Up

I didn't POST last night when I got home from the hospital - it's amazing how tiring laying around a hospital room can be - I got some needed rest. Yesterday was a good day for Angie, not much of an appetite (liquid diet only) but she did consume a fair amount of water and of course the IV keeps her hydrated as well. She's still in a great deal of pain and discomfort, but hey she'd been out of surgery for only a little over 24 hours when I left - so we should see that subside as the days progress. The nursing staff has been terrific - treating her like the princess she is! Dr. Janicek is taking the weekend off (well deserved from our standpoint) and we'll see a colleague of his over the next 2 days. The "catheter" may come out today, if so that will mean getting up to use the bathroom. Kyle brought his mom some flowers in yesterday, then alter a delivery of roses arrived from the Conkey's. This added to a beautiful arrangement that arrived the day before surgery from brother Ed. The nurses are commenting that she has the best smelling room on the floor. Will try to post a message tonight.

The morning after...

The doctor came in this morning and talked with us. He confirmed that there was nothing unusual in what he found - full labs available next week. Told Angie she was great and together they would fight this. The nurses just had her sit up and put her in a chair - she is resting well. I told her to let me know when she's ready for phone calls. She's still pretty weak with the lack of food. Watch the Blog for the all clear - then dial away.

Wow...what a day!

We arrived at the hospital at 9:30 as requested by the doctor in the event he was ready early. This after a night where Angie participated in a bowel prep, if you have not had the experience to participate or witness one - DON'T! At 10:10 they took Angie into pre-op and told me I could join her in 30 minutes. 55 minutes later I was taken back, then Kyle came about 30 minutes after that. The doctor arrived in Pre-Op about 1:40 and went over everything with us. He said he was a little behind schedule, but assured us that in his line of business you "don't make up time - you run late and later if need be!" He said she'd likely be in the hospital 6 days (not 4 as he originally said in his office) AND he said she'd go from surgery to ICU. We must have looked horrified because he immediately asked if we had discussed that prior - which we both responded no. He told Angie she'd be fine and warned me not to watch the clock and told us the anesthesiologist would be in shortly. The anesthesiologist and OR Nurse showed up about 2:05 and went over Angie's chart with us, the anesthesiologist commented he was recently in the same PRE-OP bed that Angie was in. Angie asked him if it was serious and he commented that he had his kidney's removed due to cancer - he said that it was "ALL GOOD" - and that she'd have the same outcome if not better. At about 2:15 they asked her for her cocktail order, provided her the initial dose and wheeled her away. Kyle went out to eat and to let the dog out, I had a bowl of "HOMEMADE CHILI" from the cafeteria (not really that homemade). Did a reasonably good job of not watching the clock (Doctors orders) - Kyle was back about an hour into it - and at 6:30 Dr. Janicek appeared. He was very confident in his demeanor and we walked down the hall as he advised of the procedure. We talked for about 12 minutes, he commented how it went and that she did great and that he and the anesthesiologist did not see a need to send her to ICU. That in itself felt like a victory. When we met with Dr. Janicek in PRE-OP he was very serious and Angie even commented after he left that it brings it all back into focus and the seriousness of it. The Dr. Janicek I met with afterward was much different - he was smiling and proud of the procedure and the patient. We talked briefly about the NEXT STEPS and treatments, he did place a device in her that will aid in the administering of her treatments. The doctor was then off to perform his final procedure of the day. Now that Angie was NOT going to ICU I was concerned about her getting a room right away as all day families were being told that room availablility was an issue and their relatives were being held in recovery for 2-3 hours. After making my phone calls to family and friends I approached the reception desk and asked about Angie and was provided her room number on the spot. They said she'd still be in recovery for about 45 minutes, so I went up to her room to get her belongings unpacked and arranged. She has a room to herself (only 1 bed) - simple but nice. Right at about the 45 minute mark she arrived - and looked great! She had not had anything to drink since midnight so you could imagine how dry her mouth was. Once they got her transferred to her bed we got some ice chips - which at first she had me rub on her lips. She was worried she'd be nauseous - but finally started taking them. She's in some pain as you can imagine, she has a "pain meds" button that she can push as needed. I stayed with her until midnight - at that point felt it was in both of our best interest for me to go home and get some rest. We said our goodnights - I kissed her for everyone and will be back at her side tomorrow.

She's in her room

They just brought her up to her room - #3329 - she looks great!

She's out of surgery - met with the doctor

I just met with the doctor and he was pleased with the outcome and said Angie did GREAT! There was cancer as feared but he feels he got her very clean and now we're ready for treatment. She'll be in recovery for about two hours. Thanks for all the love and prayers - keep them coming. Jerry

Surgery has been delayed a couple hours

I'm not sure if my last message posted so just in case. Angie went into surgery at 2:20 Local time

We're at the hospital

Angie just went back to pre op. I'll join her in about thirty minutes. Jerry

We're getting close....

As the day of surgery nears I thought I'd fill you all in on a few details. We will go in to the hospital Thursday morning at 9:30 local time (8:30 am in California) and Surgery is scheduled for 12:30 pm local time (11:30 am Ca.). The doctor estimated the surgery would be about 2 1/2 hours and that Angie would likely be in recovery for about an hour and a half after that. She's expected to have a 4-day stay at the hospital, so it's possible she could be discharged on Sunday - could be Monday. Kyle and I will be at the hospital during the surgery and stay until they kick us out. He does have to go to school Thursday morning for 3 periods as they have scheduled him to select his classes for next year (Senior Year) and we want him to get his first choices. He will be at the hospital prior to Angie going into surgery. The hospital is literally about 5 minutes from our house - very convenient. I do not believe the hospital has an internet connection or public computers, I have setup this blog so I can text message from my wireless phone and post a message. My intent is to post a brief message once I meet with the doctor and will elaborate more when I get to a PC with a full keyboard.
We all appreciate the messages and prayers, I would ask you to please set the alarm on your CELL PHONE for Thursday 12:30 AZ(11:30 am CA) and stop and say a prayer so we can flood the heavens at the time the procedure is expected to begin.

The hospital info is: Scottsdale Healthcare Shea 9003 E. Shea Boulevard, 85260 480-323-3000

I am so proud of Angie, she is demonstrating so much strength, courage and most importantly a positive attitude.

The worship music gets me every time....

This morning started off like every other Sunday with a good dose of religion at Scottsdale Bible Church. Needless to say, both Jer and I were pretty emotional during the music today. The last song we sang was Amazing Grace which I tend to cry when I sing it even on my best day. I lasted all the way through the song until the very last verse and the last two lines, so I did pretty darn good. After the service we went into the church office and asked if they would arrange to have someone visit me sometime after my surgery. Berta Meyers, another one of my many Angels, took all of my information regarding the surgery and assured me that someone from our church would be happy to visit me. While I spoke with Berta, Jerry left to get the car, it was pouring down rain and he didn't want me to get soaked...always the gentleman. I was about to leave Berta's office when she asked me if she could say a Prayer for me, which of course I eagerly accepted. Berta took both of my hands into hers, and in her soft, sweet Angelic voice she prayed the most beautiful prayer asking the Lord to give me strength and healing, Blessing the surgeons and their surgery, and asking that the Angels come down to be with me and comfort me during this difficult time. Ten minutes earlier she was just a stranger, a woman I'd never seen or known before, yet upon leaving her office we embraced like life long friends sharing tears of love and hope. Thank you Berta!

We added a link to a song that really moved us, the lyrics are also listed to the left.

There are Angels all around me

This afternoon was my Pre-op Testing and Training appointment, which involved filling out all the hospital admittance paperwork followed by a chest x-ray, 7 tubes of blood and an EKG. I was amazed at how genuinely kind and caring the entire staff was including the gentleman that shuttled us back and forth. In particular, one person stood out to me, a petite little Angel named Joni. She was the person who covered us on all the paperwork, what to expect when we arrive on Thursday morning, and the do's and don'ts for the 12 hours prior to surgery. Just before we were leaving her office to start my testing she asked if she could say a Prayer with us. Joni held hands with both of us and said a beautiful Prayer Blessing Dr. Janicek, the surgery, and my recovery. The one thing that she said to me just after the Prayer is "Angela, God brought you to this, and He will bring you through this." She truly was an Angel!

There were two other Angels that I met yesterday when I was sitting in Dr. Janicek's office waiting to be seen to go over my results of the MRI and CT Scan and to discuss my surgery. There was only one seat available in the waiting room and it was between two women that I didn't know, who I believe were Angels strategically placed there just for me. The lady to my left just started asking me questions about my diagnosis which at that point I really didn't have any answers. She shared her personal story of being an Ovarian cancer survivor with me and she just couldn't brag enough about Dr. Janicek's reputation, skill and the technology that he has at his fingertips. This conversation really reinforced the feeling of knowing that we were at the right place. It was the kind, soft spoken lady to my right that looked at me and said "don't be afraid". She too was a survivor of Ovarian Cancer and Uteran Cancer. She was a woman of few words but somehow had a very calming and profound affect on me.

Lastly, are all of you who have been Praying for me, sending me your kind, loving and supportive thoughts, phone calls and emails. You are all Angels in my life and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart.

Day One

We met with the OB/ONCOLOGIST this morning and it's been determined that surgery is in order. Based on the CAT SCAN there is some great concern with one of the ovaries and some lesser concern with a section of the bowel and some fatty tissue in the lower abdomen. Surgery has been scheduled for Thursday January 31, 2008 at 12:30 local time in Az. The doctor will perform a complete hysterectomy and tend to the other areas mentioned, the entire procedure is expected to take about 2 1/2 hours. He will be going in through the abdomen, so recovery will be a little longer than had they been able to do it laparoscopic - he estimates she'll be able to drive in about 2 weeks and close to fully functioning by 4 weeks. Until the surgery is performed and tests are complete it cannot be diagnosed, so there's still some hope. We feel very confident with the doctor, he's very personable, well schooled/trained and very confident in his own abilities. At the end of the consultation he reached out and gave Angie a big hug (something you don't see much in the medical profession these days). There's a link to Dr. Janicek's site to the left for those interested. We have some pre-admittance lab work to perform on Thursday (1/24). Angie is doing well all things considered - she is a strong woman and has tremendous faith in our god.